So Much Time.... by Nathaniel Adam Briggs - Heart Complaints
1. So much time has passed betw een us
So many things to make us furious
Yet through it all my heart still giv es
And no matter w hat inside you'll liv e
While w e both know that its true
I lost myself w hile holding onto you
Ev erytime you said j ust w ait patiently
I held my breath in hopes w e'd be
I dont know w hat to make of all this
You w ere the one for w hich I'v e w ished
These dreams now I know w ont ev er be
But I w anted so badly, you and me
I dont know all about you
But I so w anted to
You became my hopes and you filled my dreams
The one w ho fit so perfectly
Nev er in my life hav e I slept so w ell,
Then next to you w here ev er w e fell,
I w hispered to the camera I'd marry you,
something I w ished one day to come true,
I should hav e follow ed my heart
Back w hen this w hole thing did start
I could say maybes all damn day
But in the end a choice you made
I think back and cant believ e
All the things I did to you baby
Mend them all I know that I cant
I tried so hard and you know that
I w ish the scars that w e both share
Weren't from the pain w e both did bear
Take it all aw ay I'd die to do
And by now you must know it's true...
I remember ev ery embrace,
I recall all the smiles upon your face,
I can see the w ay you'd look at me,
So many memories go on endlessly...
I felt so sure that I'd found the one... But w hat w as once...is now ..undone...
You Lenise meant ev erything to me... You alw ays did.