1) Gazely had a difficult childhood, as her mother died giving birth to her and her father blamed and hated her as a result, treating her as an outcast. Her older brother was the only one who showed her love and comforted her. 2) After her brother died in a car accident, Gazely was left with only her abusive father. She was determined to win his love and approval by excelling in her studies. 3) Gazely began a secret romantic relationship with her best friend, who came to deeply love and care for her. However, days before their graduation, Gazely was brutally raped and murdered in her home by an intruder.

1. MY BELOVED PARTNER
By: Marisol D. Villarosa
Young, beautiful and aggressive, that was Gazely to everybody. She was so nice, smart and approachable
but she was fragile when it comes to her family. She’s quiet when the topic is all about family
relationship. You will notice her that she doesn’t say too much. I am the only friend who knows the
truth, the hurt that made her life miserable everyday. Her great sorrow. I’m aware with her since we’re
younger, we’re great friends. Her mother died of giving birth to her and that was the very moment her
father hated her so much. Since then, he treated her as nobody in the family. Everyday for her is an
outcast from that place. Her only kuya gave her the strength to live on that house and make her feel
she’s a part of the family. He hugs her tight and all the pain is gone. But one day, while driving the car
after fetching her from school, they met an accident. Luckily, she was safe from the incident, only she
had gained some bruises due to strong impact of bumping but her kuya was inauspicious. He’s dead and
now’s gone. She knew this was the saddest part and the beginning of hardships in her life not because of
her father’s excessive anger but it’s another loss of her loved ones. Day by day is a curse for her, blaming
herself for losing the one who showed some love for her. She feels sorry for herself, for she lose another
chance to be loved by her father. He was always mad and everytime he saw Gazely’s face, he would
have wanted to walk away than to treat her unkind. But walking away is still very painful. She never felt
any love from her father. Isn’t she her daughter too? He was never been a father to her. He doesn’t
even care if she’s around. She feels all alone. But this phenomenon made her tough, she had to be
better to feel the worth as a daughter despite of everything. So she motivated herself that she will do
anything for her father and she will excel from her studies to make him proud of her. The last thing she
thinks of to win his heart and made this way to his acceptance. Maybe she will, in time.
She walked to the school with a smile, thrashing her sorrows and despair. There is always hope
and I see it to her eyes that this fight is for her father. As days go by, we turn out to be closer than
before. I never imagine myself that I could play a part in her life. I’m her hero, that’s what she said. I
couldn’t believe that she will need me, call for me more than her bestfriend. I admire her so deeply but
this feeling is not an infatuation. I’m loving her in silence, coz I know she won’t feel the same way like I
do. Why? Because we’re both girls. And I know, if she will love, she will love a real man, her opposite
sex. With her charms and lovely traits, no one will not be attracted to her. She’s everyone’s fantasy.
Everyone’s gone crazy with her, especially most men. I’m not a man, but I’m one of those everyone who
dreamed to have her.
To those who do not know her, she was just a simple girl but hiding her ownself. She’s another
one like me. Unbelievable. It’s something more than I wanted…more than I expected. From dreams, it
became a reality. I couldn’t believe she will be mine and from the thought that she will consider my
feelings coz I know it is so unclear to make it real. I know she deserve to have a lover better than me but
she loved me the way I am without a doubt. We were happy together but we hide our feelings to those
who can’t understand. I call her “bipee” as B.P. for beloved partner. She’s dear to me and I wanted to be
there whenever she needs a friend. I wish I could fill what is missing in her life and the need of a family. I

2. wanted to do everything to let her feel special and loved. I want the best for her, if I could only give her
what she needed but I know I’m not enough to fill her emptiness.
Few days before our graduation, we were so excited because they announced the topnotchers.
Valedictorian. Finally, she made it to the top. She longed for this moment to happen. It is for her father.
She doesn’t have the courage to tell her dad so she wrote a letter to invite her father to award her
medal. He didn’t know how grateful he is, for having a wonderful and brilliant daughter. But that night,
while waiting for her father, someone’s peeping around their house. A thief. The doors were not locked
because she thought her father would come. But it was totally fatal. All things were smashed up, it was a
total mess. After doing his mission, he left Gazely bloodily lying on the floor…brutally raped and killed!
Few minutes, her dad came. He cried out loud. He never pondered that this will happen to his
daughter. He’s the one whose wrecked and selfish. Why is her daughter too? Why not him? He blamed
his actions for not giving the attention and love that his daughter need. She is also his daughter. Now
she’s gone and it’s too late to show his concerns. He never had been a good father to her.
It was a nightmare to me. I just wish it was a bad dream. I couldn’t look to her body. I feel so
bad as hell. The painful scene keeps me slowly dyin’. She doesn’t deserve that kind of death. I
condemned the man who did it. I almost wished that risen devil who killed her will die too. He’s now in
jail but it’s still not worth to pay back Gazely’s life.
Everything happens for a reason. I know she’s at peace and happy to where she is right now
together with her mom and brother…and at last, she received the love and respect she’s been waiting
for so long. I know she’s more gladly to hear her father says, “I’m so proud of you, daughter. I love you
and I’m sorry. It’s all my fault.” Well, she has accomplished her mission and I’m happy that she made it.
Looking back to our sweet friendship, a feeling of understanding and a love without a question
will make her presence still linger in my mind. And it will be treasured in my heart as it will always be.
Coz that’s where she stays forever.