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Close to the bone
G A B C F
I can’t put my finger on it baby
Why you hit so close to home
It hurts in every chromosome
And if I try to see you as a friend
Too close under my skin
To see where your affection ends
I cant hardly sleep at night
The more and more I realise
CHORUS
And now you pile the final nails
I count the knives stuck in my back
See every line and every crack
Why you say you know what’s best for me
Try to justify yourself
Put my life upon a shelf
Now that I've seen what you can do
I must be glad that I've escaped
By the skin of my teeth
How close I came to insanity
All the moves that you faked
Psychologically raped
Bridge;
Chorus;
©2005 Crush Music/Bikrophone Music Lyrics: Boom/v.d. Lee./Music: Rikkelman

4. 4
Ever wonder why?
Did you really sleep under the open sky?
Waiting for the cops to come and take you away?
And did you really walk out on your man last night
When you found out he had nothing to say?
And did you ever curl up in your bed
Waiting for the tears
Knowing that sleep won’t come?
Did you ever wonder why
Your life
Has amounted to nothing at all?
I Bet you have
I Bet you have
Bet you never have 2x
Did you get a rash all over your body
Just from thinking about the bugs in your bed?
You'll never get rid of the smell of hand-washed socks
Crusted, caked to the floor of your bath
And have you walked past your mirror lately
Afraid of things you might see
That weren't there before?
I bet you never get rid of that backseat fascination
Of things
You know you will never be
I bet you have
I bet you have
Bet you never have 2X
Break/Chorus;
©2004 Bikrophone Music/Crush Music

5. 5
Everything has changed
Haven't spoken to you lately
Now the circumstances' changed
Did I tell you I am sorry
I never heard from you again
Oh, trying to satisfy the curiosity inside
To untangle these loose ends
Clean up the mess inside my head
Get rid of everything you said
Did I tell you I am lucky?
That I landed on my feet
Never waste my time on crying
Ain't got a heart that tends to bleed
Oh, trying to satisfy the hunger that I feel inside
To untangle these loose ends
Clean up the mess inside my head
Get rid of everything you said
Chorus:
When you came into my life
The 26th
week of the year
Back then I had an open mind
Now everything has changed
Everything has changed
Solo
Haven't spoken to you lately
Seems like you vanished from this place
Never waste my time on crying
Hope you found yourself some space
©2004 CrushMusic/v.d.Lee

6. 6
I dont know
I walk the streets and think of nowhere
My belief is stretched too far
See the weirdo’s at my window
Bums and junkies at the wall
And I close my eyes so I can’t see
Can anyone tell us who we are
The aggression all around me
No one can stop us when we fall
I’m taught to always listen
To have faith in what we are
Still these images keep coming
My belief is stretched too far
Ref:
And somehow they all seem to look at me
What to do and where to go
Waiting for answers
All I can tell them is
I dont know
When all that you believe in
Is put to test at BNN
When buildings start to crumble
My believe is stretched too far......
Solo over ref

7. 7
Key to all my dreams
Baby I see when things get heavy
You got that far away look
Like the sky has disappeared
And you won’t let me catch you
No, you just make me hold my breath
Maybe I should have told you
Sometimes it’s just like the sky closes down on me
My fingertips can touch the clouds
Do I make you hold your breath
Chorus:
Maybe we are not such a good match after all
Maybe I’m not as tough you see
Do you think it’s fair believing everything is possible
And make you the key to all my dreams
Couplet
Refrein
2005 CrushMusic/v.d.Lee

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Lacking All The Tools
Hey Rockstar don't you wanna be a Cowgirl
And leave this urban solitude behind ?
So grab your things and get away
Before you're losing all your faith
And this neon jungle grabs you down the drain
Chorus:
So sad your plans they slip like water through your hands
And all your dreams go up in smoke
When you're lacking all the tools
To play along or change the rules
This could be you
Don't listen when they're calling you a Loser
The ones who run around in circles all the time
It's not a game you like to win
To be saved you got to sin
So please don't end up in the freakshow they are in
Chorus;
This could be you….
©2002/2003 CrushMusic/Rikkelman/v.d.Lee

9. 9
Out of the blue
I was asleep or was I insane
Able to see when I was blind
Is there any proof that I did move?
Rollerskate on ice when I was paralysed
Able to speak when I lost my tongue
Able to walk when I could only run
Chorus:
Out of the blue, just in time
Breaking my heart, messing up my mind
You make me feel like I'm losing my brain
Be welcome to this lonely game
Appear in my dreams but did not speak
My guardian angel when I was weak
Try to soothe my soul, try to ease my pain
Try to have it all and disappear again
Giving me comfort in my darkest night
Saying that things are gonna be alright
Chorus (2x)
©1998 CrushMusic/v.d. Lee

10. 10
Stardust
Sometimes I wanna be the road
Sometimes I wanna be the sky
And sometimes I don’t give a damn
If I got hit by a truck and die
I wanna be like flames
So you could cover me with sand
I wanna be the air in the street
people breathing
not knowing it is me
I wanna be like bricks
Cause they don’t feel any pain
I wanna be the dust on the pavement
Being washed away by summer rain
I wanna be like waves
And never meet the shore
I wanna be like kids in the playground
Pretend like we never met before
Chorus:
Baby, baby, could you ever understand?
Scars beneath your skin
Will vanish in your sleep
it’s written in the sand
Baby, Baby, could I ever tell you lies?
Ever stand in your sun
Spoiling all the fun
Be the stardust in your eyes
Solo over couplet
Chorus;
Eind
©2004 CrushMusic/v.d.Lee

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Until the End of Days
You scared the hell out of me
When you said something
Unusual to me
And oh it’s not just that look in your eyes
That makes me wanna tell you only lies
Now there’s something you should know
That I stayed awake for ten days in a row
Until the day you showed up
I couldn’t get enough
This is getting way out of control
Chorus:
Baby, stay away
Cause I need a little space to hide away
Get off my back before I say
I’m gonna stay with you until the end of days
Don’t wanna know about the childhood
You have had
And keep away from the trash inside my head
Just keep your sweet dreams
And your nice life
This time I’ll be true
I don’t need a nervous
Breakdown over you
Chorus;
solo
Chorus;
© 1999 CrushMusic/v.d.Lee

12. 12
With You
Dreaming of seven ways to get you killed
Believing that you’re still here and I’m so thrilled
Sometimes I wanna disappear
And time and time and time again
Hoping it will be like way back when
Chous:
Today I just want to shut out the truth
Though it’s been so long
How come with every move you make
It’s like I'm with you
Believing,
I’ve been living in a tomb
Pretending,
An unborn child still in the womb
It’s like your restless soul still around, sometimes
And when they play our song (again)
The sound will bring you here again
Chorus;
Bridge:
With you I can close my eyes
With you I don't fear goodbeye's
With you I can sleep at night
With you I know it's alright
Solo
Chorus;
AR/IvdL/JB©2005 Bikrophone Music/Crush Music

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A Thin Line
It's a thin line between heaven and hell
Since I met you baby, I know it so well
It think I'd rather go blind
So take your pictures from the fridge and blow your mind
Chorus:
And don't you tell me baby
You are a self-destructive fool
And that it's stronger than yourself
Cause I no longer buy these fairytales
And you no longer tell the truth
It takes a Sick Mind and an Ignorant Soul
This was all you needed
My eyes open wide
I think I'm gonna go wild
Because I should have kicked you out
Instead of take a look inside
Solo
Break:
And baby you're so so strange
Everytime you build things up you just got to tear it down
And all the promisses you made
You just let them wash away, wash away,…..
End
© 2005 CrushMusic/v.d.Lee

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Read between the lines
You wrote a line that made me smile
We got a thing a thousand miles can’t change
And I’m so glad you’re doing fine
It’s been so long I can hardly wait
I can’t believe that you don’t see
This is definetely meant to be
I know that you’ve been trying hard
To find another matching lonely heart
Chorus:
And it came on slow
Now it’s the only truth I know
This won’t change
This won’t die
As long as we’re online
Don’t think we’re running out of time
Cause I’ve got you on my mind
And honey, I know..
I can read between the lines
I know it’s only jealousy
I wish that they could see things I see
You made me change my point of view
Now I’m addicted to your dot.com truth
Break:
You’ve got your obligations too
Your dog, your house, your wife and children too
Honey don’t leave this all behind
Baby I know your dreams, your fantasies, your fears hopes and longings too
I know how to sattisfy your mind
It came on slow….
©2000 CrushMusic/v.d.Lee

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Anyway
All my life I've been told
What not to do or not to say
So many opinions on how to be
Be quiet do not disturb the peace
All my life people been telling me
Stay down, stay low stay out of sight
Stay in the shadows stay out of the light
No one cares about you anyway
Chorus:
I'm gonna do it anyway,
Gonna say it anyway
I'm gonna do it anyway,
Gonna say it anyway
Now that I'm older things haven't changed
No matter where I look people still trying to control my ways
They forget I now have the tools to fight
They forget I've earned myself the right
Chorus;
So sick and tired of your opinion divine
I'm gonna blow it out of the water with some logic of mine
And you better not stand in my way, my friend
Cause I'm not impressed by your falsehood or pretence
Bridge:
There's more to me than what you see
Take time to get to know that part of me
I have a heart; I have a brain
Take a chance there is so much to gain…
Chorus;
©1999 Bikrophone Music/CrushMusic

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Waste my time instead
Was it something that I said
Or disconnections in your head
Or did I scare you off by playing hard to get
Or is it just because the last
Episode of “This life”’s past
There’s nothing left for you to stay for
No one here to change your plans
(bridge)
Well I’m sorry
I guess I didn’t get you right
I’m sure that I misunderstood
Chorus:
So I’ll pretend that you’ll stay
Don’t wanna throw it all away
So I just fool myself believing this will last
And everything that you just said
is just a voice inside my head
And you will stay around,
And waste my time instead
Now there’s no more time to waste
We’re running out of rainy days
So make up your mind and take this chance
Before it’s passed us by
You say we’re living in the past
Wondering how long it’s gonna last
Untill the re-run starts and
The fun comes back again…

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Planet Earth
Does it scare you too
to see yourself every time you look at me
And when you try to go to sleep at night
What do you do instead of counting sheep?
To get me off your mind
What do you do you do you do you do you do you do you do
Chorus:
Let’s go away let’s split today
By underground, rollerskates or Aeroplane
Did you notice Planet Earth
Of all the planets in the world
Has (closed the gates and) left the place for Cyberspace
And how can it be that we don’t talk no more
And I can’t seem to reach the freaky windmills on your mind
Your darkest dreams, your tears, your hopes, your fears
While you’re my guardian angel
Do you do you do you do you do you do you do you
©1998 Crush Music

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Mindfucker
You’re playing with my head
Every day it makes me sad
To watch you insist on
Blaming everyone but you
One day you’re up the next you’re down
One minute sad the next a clown
I just can’t handle
All the shit you spread around
Chorus:
Ooh, you’re a mindfucker babe,
Always messin’with my head
You’re a mindfucker
One of thes days you’re gonna drive me mad
You say you don’t want a relationship
But you don’t wanna be just friends
You say you can’t see too much of eachother
I just don’t know where we stand
One day you’re all over me
The next I’m the last thing that you see
You say you want to give me freedom
But when I take it, you drown me in jealousy
Chorus
Solo
Chorus
You’re a mindfucker
A mind-mind-fucker
Mindfucker mindfucker
Mind-mind fucker
And I ain’t got the time
©1999 Bikrophone Music/CrushMusic