This document describes feelings of loneliness, pain, and inner turmoil. The speaker feels surrounded by people yet alone in darkness where no one can see, touch, or hear them. They are confused and questioning their own sanity. In moments of deep silence and peace, the speaker finds strength and belief in themselves, realizing they have the power within to succeed and achieve their dreams despite lack of support from others.

2. Paralyzed
When nobody's around
And I can't hear a sound
And sky is crushing ..over me
You turn of every light
Transformed my day in night
You are the only thing I see
What have you done
Don't blame it on me
Coz this is your fault
You’ve been in my life
You’ve took all my love
Now all that I know is
I m paralyzed...
What have you done ?
I see you'd everything
Now I can throw that ring
Wont think about it anymore
Your love was like a knife
You will stay in my life
Coz I still love you...like before

4. I am burning the letters
That I had from you,
It seems it doesn’t matters
That I once loved you ?!
Take my hand and sing with me
If you still remember me.
Like the rain that falls from the sky,
You came in my soul, in my heart.
Once upon , it was just You and I
But is seems, things can tear us apart.

5. I walk alone,
Going in million places
Seeing a thousand faces
But I can’t see yours.
I stay here now,
Here with you away
That’s why I always pray
But are you are not here.
I’m tired to see you away,
I’m tired to stay alone
Is to hard now ,
And you’re so far
But I won’t let you babe
I won’t hurt you babe !

6. Feeling mad , out of pain
All the love I’ve never gained
And I don't know
If I’m going to see salvation
You re still screaming
And then you cry
I see the pain in your eyes
I don’t know what to do ,
So I am standing like a fool.
Cause when they said that
We will never be happy
We said that is history
And now you are screaming in my head.
I’m leaving
That’s what she said to me
Yeah I’m leaving
The shit we had is history
And you can’t even look into my eyes.

7. The things you said
Where never true
All that you claimed
All that we built
All that we felt
Everything was fake
This is our brake
All I had is pain
All was compromise
Everything in vain
I just realized
Take away your dreams
Take my soul and heart
Take your crazy thoughts
And please leave me apart
I wish I could believe you
But nothing is happening
All the words
All the silence moments
All the white nights
It looks like I
I am the only one who fights.
All we had till now
Wind blow it away
Everything vanished in one second
One thought
One whisper

8. When the only thought is : Why am I not leaving and start all over again ?
Just noticing the ignorance that it seems is surrounding me from everywhere and from only the
people that I love, is so painful and I all that I have left to do is to stay in quiet, consuming
myself inside, deep thinking, is like my soul is tearing into small pieces and with the silence of
a second I am devastated, no worlds left for me to say, I don't know how to act so that
everything looks right.
When you have that feeling that you are surrounded with people but at the same time you are
lonely as if one hand took you and left you in the deepest darkens ever possible where you
can’t see, you can’t talk, you can’t touch, all you feel is the sad feeling of being left alone
in a place where nobody has been before, where no one has ever been, not even one
whisper, you are not secure anymore, you are confused, to much of silence is killing you
inside, very slow and painful.
This feeling is coming in front of me every time I am doing this, nobody can understand me, not
even me, I cannot explain the reason of this feeling or maybe I can but no one will ever
have the patience the listen to what I have to say.
When you reach in this stage, you are thinking : Am I getting crazy or is this normal?
And then I remain breathless and I am looking forward, not in front of me, I am looking
somewhere where nobody can ever look, in a place where the darkness disappears , the
only things that remains is the silence, and a feeling of peace is coming, without any
thoughts, no concerns, just a deep moment of silence and peace where you’re dreams are
starting, where you start thinking about yourself and nobody else. The feeling of believing in
yourself no matter what others are saying or thinking about you, that moment when you feel
that even if is the end of the world, you can still succeed because a force from the deepest
corner of your heart and soul is telling you : YES YOU CAN DO EVERYTHING YOU WANT. You
can achieve all your dreams, you can built everything you had in your mind, you can
succeed in everything you had dreamed.
This is the power of human being brain, when nobody is here to support you with good thoughts,
you just support yourself, and start believing in you so much that no one can stop you.